How Things Work!

To most people this is not something that their interested in; But, to me its one of the most important things. I know that God made all of us different, to compliment one another, with different gifts and abilities. I like to help people understand. To do this I need to know myself, which requires lots of research and study time.
I like to learn and have clear understanding.
Getting and taking the time, with balancing my life, well that’s a whole different matter. My flesh & my emotions is something I desire to completly have control over.
I have to remember that (God will make a way even when there seems like there is no way.)
I like to design. Having an idea, (doing the research and work, which I sometimes would rather assign some of it to others) to bring about a plan and see it through unto completion. This brings me joy.
I also need to remember that there is a adversary out there working against me, In which I need some Left and Right Guards ( a football analogy ) so I can Throw the ball, and when I do throw it, I throw it the correct distance. Also I throw it accurately hitting the target. And knowing the ( Receiver) has to be in the open and ready, Praying that he will make it all the way ( making a touch down ) fighting that good fight of faith.
With some people though, it doesn’t work so well. We are Working with their desires, and their free will to choose to put their heart in it or not. When they haven’t completely made Jesus their Lord, and don’t understand how important it is to get to the other side, ( The Receiver ) so to speak, As if there are blinded to understanding. He so wants to shape and mold each one into that wonderful masterpiece he desires them to be.
Wanting to help in the process, being used of him to help them “ to know, and to grow “ ( As one Pastor used to say that recently went home to be with the Lord ). To be led by the Holy Spirit, not my flesh is so important to me. It’s the only way it really works well. So I need more and more of the word in me, more Godly wisdom and understanding. Being an A-type person is challenging sometimes.